The Spirit of Mother Earth?

By Andre Perry


Here is my write up from my experience using Ayahuasca, two years ago:

To give a little background, at the time I was Christian, and had stopped smoking weed about 1 year prior because of my beliefs.
I also had been going to a charismatic church for over a year and a half, so I was starting to get familiar with seeing visions during worship, and communicating with God telepathically, which is basically the same as channeling my Higher Self.

Although I decided to stop using drugs some time ago because of my beliefs, as I continued to develop my own relationship with God and gain my own insights, I was starting to understand that perhaps certain plant medicines aren’t really that bad, and they actually may be very beneficial.
I had been reading a bit about DMT, so I decided I’d like to use it someday, but at this point I had no idea how I’d go about getting it, so I just prayed about it and asked God to give me an opportunity to use DMT.
Major synchronicity! Within a matter of days after that prayer, one of my friends who I hardly ever talk to, just “randomly” messages me, saying one of her friends is having an open Ayahuasca ceremony, and I’m free to come if I’d like.
I was BEYOND happy! Like, how does that even happen?!



Visions from Mother Ayauasca

Leading up to the ceremony, I read online about the “Ayahuasca diet”, so I decided to follow it very closely and cut certain foods out during this time. I had already been vegan for about six months at this point, and for the few days leading up to the ceremony I basically just became a raw vegan, and on the very day of the ceremony I had nothing but water.

When it came time for the ceremony, I drove to the location and made myself comfortable. There were about 20-30 people gathered around a campfire, and we all just made small talk until it was time to partake.
They had brewed the Ayahuasca and poured it into a gallon jug, so we all had to pass it around and share. They explained that as each person receives the jug, they should speak their intention for the ceremony, and breathe it into the Ayahuasca by blowing into it, and then swirl it around before drinking a mouthful.

The Shift

When it came time for me to drink, I wasn’t sure what to say for my intention, so I asked for “spiritual enlightenment”.
I took a mouthful and swallowed, and as soon as I did, I felt something powerful in my spirit, but wasn’t sure what had just happened. I think it may have activated my third eye, but at this moment it just felt like something happened, but I had no idea what it was. It just felt like some sort of “shift” energetically.

Within a few minutes I started thinking that I could feel some slight effects, but wasn’t completely sure. At one moment I just sort of “shook out” my hands, and it was really weird because it seemed like the “hands” of my spirit body actually CAME OUT of my physical body! Sort of like pulling your arm out of a sleeve, but I just noticed it for a brief moment.

At this point I was actually getting a little annoyed with the group of people I was with, because everyone was talking and wanting to socialize, but I just wanted to focus on the spiritual stuff I’m about to experience, so I just pulled out my ipod and put on some worship music. Usually I get more in-tune with the spirit realm and see visions when I worship, so I decided this would be a great time to do so. I just put on some music from Bethel church, which is one of my favorite bands.

About 30 minutes in, I started to feel nauseous.
I closed my eyes, and in my mind, very faintly, I could see colorful geometric patterns. They looked very bright and sparkly, but it still seemed like a very faint vision in my mind.

As time went on, the nausea continued to get worse, but I remember reading online that singing can actually help relieve the nausea, so I decided to try it.
Instead of actually singing though, I used a little meditation technique I learned, which stimulates the third eye. I call it “purring” because basically you just make a purring sound like a cat. When you do this, you can feel the vibrations going through your brain, and it stimulates the pineal gland. The vocal activity of “purring” also has a similar effect to singing, and I noticed the nausea starting to feel better.

After a while, I started to get really giggly, and just started laughing for no reason.
At one particular moment I felt very strongly in my spirit that Ayahuasca is REALLY powerful, and I actually started to get nervous that this is going to be more overwhelming than I expected, so I just asked Ayahuasca to go easy on me because it’s my first time, haha.

Around this time I was starting to feel REALLY cold. One of the effects of the MAOI (the thing in Ayahuasca that allows your body to absorb the DMT), is that it causes your body to react in a way that you get cold. I think it has something to do with blood constriction or something, but I don’t know exactly how to explain it.
Even with the blankets I had and the campfire nearby, I was still REALLY cold, like bone chilling cold, so I decided to get up and go to my car so I could turn the heater on full blast.

The Mother Speaks

About an hour and 40 minutes in, I started to really feel the effects.
The spirit of Ayahuasca speaks to me in the same way God speaks to me, which is to telepathically place its thoughts in my mind, in a way that feels like I’m just “thinking” about something random. It feels like a very subtle thought in my mind.

I was feeling really nauseous, and Ayahuaca told me, “You can purge, if you’d like.”
It felt super inviting and gentle, like a mom, just inviting me to let go, and don’t be ashamed to let whatever happens, happen.
I decided not to resist at all, so I said, “Yeah, okay”, and opened my car door to vomit on the ground.
I thought to myself that in doing this without resisting, I’m actually letting go of pride. Pride will tell you that you’re vulnerable and weak if you “give in” and purge. Purging is actually a GOOD thing!
I felt the stomach acid burn as it came up, but it also felt like I was releasing a lot of negative energy.
After purging, I felt MUCH better, and wasn’t nauseous anymore.

Now the conversation with Aya started. She told me to turn off the music so she can talk to me.
She started out by asking, “Why do you hate your dad.”
I started getting super nervous all of a sudden, and wanted to avoid answering the question because I know I don’t have a good relationship with my dad, but I could feel it resonating so strongly in my mind I knew I couldn’t avoid facing it.
She then told me that this is only lesson one, and it’s essential that I learn this foundational principle if we are ever going to move on to the other lessons.
Through this conversation, she led me to understand that it’s actually okay that I hate my dad. I always thought this was something to be ashamed of, like I’m a bad person for hating my own dad, but here Ayahuasca helped me realize that if my dad did something to me, and treated me in a way that CAUSED me to hate him, there is no shame in admitting to how I feel!
Every emotion you experience is completely valid, and you have every right to feel the way that you feel!

Throughout the conversation I also realized, the way she speaks to me is completely profound. It seems like she already knows the answer to the questions she asks, but she wants me to find it for myself, so she will continually lead me through a series of questions, leading me directly to the answer in a way that feels like I already knew it.

I noticed that every time Ayahuasca teaches me something good, I would always say thank you, but then I would also say, “Thank you Jesus.”
There was a moment when Ayahuasca told me to worship her.
This freaked me out a little because I was Christian and I thought it was wrong to worship anyone other than God, so she is here trying to deceive me and get me to worship her.
She went on to explain something, which I had just learned a few weeks ago, which is that “worship” is just when you acknowledge the beauty in something. For example, I worship God by telling him that he is holy, he is my peace, he is my strength, he is my wisdom, he is sovereign, etc. Worship is basically just declaring who God is. It’s simply to acknowledge his attributes.
This means you can basically worship anything, by simply acknowledging the attributes of how God created it. For example you can acknowledge the beauty in nature, and say how beautiful a tree or a flower is, and in doing so you are actually doing the exact same thing as what “worship” really is. It’s simply to acknowledge the attributes you see in something, and declare WHAT it is.
In doing this though, God actually gets the honor, because he is the one who CREATED the beautiful thing I’m admiring. It’s not as if acknowledging the beauty in a tree is to go “against” God, because God is the one who created that tree. Everything in creation is created by God, so no matter what you decide to “worship”, the true honor is still going to God because he is the one who created it in the first place.
This means I can “worship” Ayahuasca by telling her that she is a good teacher, she’s really amazing, etc, and in doing so, God still gets the honor because he is the one who created her.
What this all boils down to, is to say that you are actually supposed to honor, and even celebrate, everything you encounter, because no matter what you are looking at or dealing with, it was all created by God, so when you celebrate what you’re looking at, you are simultaneously celebrating the one who created it in the first place. This is the truest form of worship to God – to celebrate everything that he created.

What is Worship?

At this point I felt in my spirit like I was coming to a brink. I was actually about to “worship” someone other than God. I’d thought for my entire Christian life that this was wrong, but I could feel this revelation resonating so deeply I could not deny that it was true. I knew that if I believe this, the natural byproduct of that is for me to express it, and actually DO what I just learned.
I even felt in my spirit, that it seemed like all of Heaven STOPPED, and all the angels were watching closely to see what I do…
Other Christians would perhaps say this is the moment of my biggest fall. The moment when I “worship” someone other than God.
In truth it was actually not my biggest fall, but rather, my biggest breakthrough! I am finally FREE!!
I simply told Aya that she is awesome, and she is a REALLY good teacher.
By saying that, I worshiped her. She is created by God, and it’s good that I’m acknowledging the beauty he put in her.

To continue in this train of thought, I was suddenly reminded of a revelation I’d just received a few weeks ago while I was worshiping.
I was listening to a song (A million suns, by Hillsong), and there is one particular line in the song which says, “The Universe is an echo of your power.”
When I heard this, I prayed and asked God, “If the Universe is just an ECHO of your power, what does your full power look like? What would happen if you created your very best work, and you exhausted yourself to the point that you absolutely could NOT create anything better?”
The answer I got was, “I created you.” You are the result of the creator of the universe, creating his very best work. When God created you, he actually created himself. You are an extension of God. You are God. You literally are made in the image of God, because you are a REFLECTION of God.

So as I was being reminded of this revelation I had already received a few weeks prior, Aya brought it to my attention again, showing me that I need to “worship” (celebrate/give honor to) everything in creation, because everything is a reflection of God. By honoring everything, I am simultaneously honoring every aspect of God.

In grasping this revelation, I realized there is no longer any need for religion. You can find God in everything, because he created everything. There is no one religion that is better, or has all the answers, over the others.
The way I see it, it’s like looking at different land masses across the planet. Each place expresses the environment in a different way (hot, cold, rainforest, mountain, etc) but they are all just different expressions of the same planet.
Religion is the same way, each reflecting a different aspect of Divinity. Each one expresses a different aspect of God’s beauty, and no one is better than the others. They are all part of God’s creation.

After all of this, it was time for a break, so Ayahuasca told me to turn the music back on, she wants to see me worship. I put on some more worship music, and in my mind I could see Jesus dancing, haha. He was wearing a white robe, with a beautiful colorful part on the edge. As I watched him dance, it seemed like he was just showing off his glory, and it looked really beautiful.

Next, Ayahuasca told me “victimless crimes” are not wrong. There really wasn’t a whole lot of explanation because it just “clicked” with me instantly, and I realized it really doesn’t make sense that there are laws against using PLANTS, especially when you’re not even bothering anyone.
Also, I used to be super homophobic when I was Christian, and especially because my parents always talked bad about gay people. In this moment I suddenly realized there is really no reason to have any hatred or judgement toward homosexuals, because they are just living in a way that makes them happy, and what gives me the right to stop them?

What is Wrong, What is Right?

Continuing in this line of thought, literally nothing you do is “wrong” because as an aspect of God, you have every right to do what pleases you.
You have never made a single mistake in your entire life, because every time that you decided to do something, whether it was “good” or “bad”, you must have had a DAMN good reason for choosing what you did, and God will always honor your perspective.

This ceremony took place overnight, and as it was getting pretty late now, I was starting to fall asleep.
Aya told me to eat a few breath mints to help me stay awake.
At first I started thinking I shouldn’t eat any because some of the info I read online says not to eat sugar as part of the preparation diet, but Aya reminded me that I’m actually talking to HER right now, so what’s happening in our conversation can overrule anything I read online. Even if there are certain things I’m not “supposed” to eat, she basically just canceled out that rule and made an exception this one time because I needed help staying awake. She let me know that it would not interrupt the ceremony.
After eating a few breath mints I realized Ayahuasca really is a SPIRIT that you interact with, and not just a chemical that causes a physiological process to happen in the brain. If it were merely physical, the effects could be negated if you eat anything on the deferred list, but since it’s actually a spirit, you can literally talk to her and make certain changes based on the circumstances.

After journaling and relaxing for a while, I decided I was ready to go back to the group at the campfire, because it was now 6am and people were starting to leave. At this point it had been 5 hours, because we drank the brew at 1am.
When I got back to the campfire, something very interesting happened. There was one guy who was talking a lot, so I thought to myself, “he’s talking too much”, and immediately he said outloud, “No, I’m not talking to much.” Haha, I immediately recognized that he must have been able to hear my thoughts.
I just kept thinking to myself that this experience has been so mindblowing I just want to soak it all in and try to process everything, but the people in this group were all talking too much, so I just decided I’d try to socialize with them for now, and process everything later.

I had a moment where I started to realize how judgmental I am of people. I started thinking to myself that even though these people here seem to be way more spiritually advanced than me, I was shocked that they still smoke cigarettes and eat junk food.
I was just thinking that they didn’t even do the ceremony correctly because they ate breakfast immediately afterward, and it’s always recommended that you don’t eat right way after the ceremony because the “after-glow” is the most important part, and you will continue to receive insights if you’re not distracted.
If all you did here was drink the brew, but then go straight back into your normal life immediately, like going back to eating junk food (they were eating donuts), and you’re talking the whole time and don’t take time to integrate, it’s like all you did was use the ceremony to get high or see a cool light show, but you really miss out on the most important part of integrating the Ayahuasca experience. It’s like you didn’t really learn anything.

After realizing how judgmental I’m being here, I understood that I really can’t judge anyone at all. Just because a person has had SOME spiritual experiences doesn’t mean that they’re automatically in a perfected enlightened state, and they don’t have the issues of being human anymore. We’re still human. People still like to eat junkfood and smoke cigarettes, and there’s no way I can judge them for that because I have my own problems too!

After hanging out for another hour or so, I was ready to leave, so I said my goodbyes and made my way to the car.
As I was driving on the freeway, making my way back home, I realized very strongly why it’s recommended that you take the following day off, and spend time resting so you can integrate what you learned from the ceremony. Over the next several hours you may continue to receive “downloads”, and I noticed this happening to me while I was driving, haha. I kept having epiphanies while driving, but I had no way to write it down, so I just did my best to remember it and try to write it in my journal as soon as I get a chance.

The Epiphany

When I got home, after journaling for a bit, I was super tired, so I went straight to bed. Even here, the spirit of Ayahuasca continued speaking to me. I asked her to stay with me for a long time, and she said she’s here forever. Once you use DMT once, your third eye is open, and you are changed for life. You could perhaps use DMT/Aya every so often, like once a year, to keep it fresh, but once you use it even once her spirit is with you for life.
She actually became sort of a spirit guide for me after the experience, and I continued receiving insights from her over he course of the next several months.
The ceremony itself may have sounded a bit “boring”, because it was basically just a therapy session, but from my perspective that was EXACTLY what I needed at that state in my journey.
I was happy to find though, that over the next several months I actually did continue to grow, and in meditation I started going to higher dimensions via astral travel, and eventually I became “enlightened.”

Consider this – The life we are experiencing right now, is comparable to sitting in a dark room watching a movie.
As long as the lights are turned off, you become so focused on the movie, it starts to seem real. It feels like you’re INSIDE the movie, and you forget you’re just sitting in a theater.
That’s how it’s supposed to be. The movie becomes more fun when you feel the emotion, and it seems like it’s YOU experiencing everything you’re seeing on screen.
If someone were to walk into the room and suddenly turn the light on, you’d be really upset because you’re suddenly reminded that the movie isn’t real, and you’re just sitting in a theater.
This is how life is for most people. Their higher dimensional aspect CHOSE to incarnate an avatar of itself into the 3rd dimension, and intentionally forget that there are higher dimensions.
To become “enlightened” is to simply turn the light on in the theater, so to speak, and become aware that there is a life outside of the movie you’re watching – the life you’re experiencing in the 3rd dimension.

So as I continued to meditate over the course of the next several months, I started to tune-in more and more with my Higher Self, and I saw that this 3rd dimensional reality is very much like a game or movie that we’re plugged into, just to have a unique experience.
After gaining this understanding, I know I still have to live my life as a human, but in some ways it takes a lot of pressure off because I am more aware that I don’t need to take everything so seriously, because no matter what happens, it’s all just a game and after it’s over you just leave the “theater”.

With Our Deep Gratitude

We are now in the thick of preparations for the 113th Guinarona Fiesta for San Pascual Baylon, May 16-17. This is the first fiesta for the new image of San Pascual Baylon Han Guinarona, and the first fiesta since the parish church’s reconstruction.

Progress of interior, Guinarona San Pascual Baylon Parish Church.

Progress of interior, Guinarona San Pascual Baylon Parish Church.

At this juncture, we wish to thank the United States Conference of Catholic Bishops for the generous grant for rebuilding the Guinarona SPB Parish Church. The grant was coursed though the Archdiocese of Palo.

Hooray, and may your tribe increase!

A Message From Kryon

By Lee Carroll

Greetings, dear ones, I am Kryon of Magnetic Service. There are those who continue to say that channelling is an odd thing. It doesn’t fit into that which you have learned might be truth. So it begs the question to be asked, “What is the truth and what is real?”

I’m the magnetic master. I met my partner on this planet through his free choice 26 years ago. Many times he has told you about this story of how we met and about his reluctance to believe that I was real. He may have told you about the first time when he was alone in the dark and when he sat in the chair for the first time and said, “If you are there, then show me!” In that moment, his countenance, his brain, his heart and his pineal were all synchronized and asking for a sign. The engineer wasn’t a believer, but he voiced an interest to “know”.

This gave permission for me to come into his perception, but what he got he didn’t expect. For when he “sat in the chair”, he wept. It was emotion that welled up within him and tears came down his cheeks and he immediately bounced out of the chair! He was angry! He didn’t like it! “It was a form of control,” he said. He had not asked to feel any emotion, but it had to be that way. So he did it again, and again, and the reason is because the engineer, the pseudo-scientist in him, got a cause and effect relationship that he could not explain – so he did it again. There were no words, no messages, no advice, only emotion. Dear ones, this is when his heart lit up and when he connected to that which was his real persona. This is when we were able to get out of his head and look to his heart. It took years for him to understand what was happening and to be comfortable with it, and finally realize it was supposed to be shared with you.

My partner tells people that “God got bigger” than anything he had ever been told. He began to use terms like, “The Master Physicist of the Universe is God”. He realized that the more you learn about science, the more you learn about the Creator, and that there is no separation between physics and spirituality. It is men and women, with their free choice and logic, who choose to separate themselves from the majesty of God.

So here we are, examining what might be truth and reality. Those listening are either believing or not that this might be a real message and they are still inquisitive about who I am. What if I’m part of you? What if the “you” sitting there [yourself] is bigger than you were told? The singularity of your bias says that I must be a singular entity, far away, and perhaps odd. There are those who want to draw me, put skin and wings on me, give me a name, make me an angel, and make me singular. I’m “one thing” because you believe you’re “one thing” even though in reality, you’re not – hardly. If you could see the essence of what you call “your soul”, you would realize that there are multiples within multiples of YOU, because God is not singular. That which you call God is not “one thing”. That which you see as the creative source is not singular and “one thing”. It is a soup of divine energy and benevolent love in a system of quantumness that cannot be quantified or qualified. It is the essence of all that is, and that’s who you are as well! The disguise you have is the perception in 3D that you’re singular.

You wake up in the morning and you look in the mirror and that’s the one face you see for all those years, and it’s a joke. It’s a limited dimensional trick. You are so much bigger than this! However, for this test, dear ones, and for this planetary experience, dear ones, it must be this way. Even though there is this veil of 3D, many of you are starting to see a bigger truth. The bigger the truth becomes, the more benevolent and beautiful it is. I’ve never given you a message that was anything but congratulatory – a beautiful message of love for you, for what you’re doing on the planet, for where you’ve been and what you’ve become and where you’ve come from.

I’ve never given you a judgmental message or told you that you must be someone else or be somewhere. I’ve just said that with free choice, there is a wonderful, esoteric toolbox available to you, that if opened would change your life. I could start listing the tools that we’ve talked about for years, but the greatest of them is the ability to sense love; the ability to be slow to anger; the ability to change that which you call Human nature ; the ability to heal yourself; and the ability to stay on this planet in this life, beyond the expected time.

In these last two days, you’ve heard the scientist tell you the same things that we have been teaching for years. We told you years ago that your climate change was cyclical. We told you that warming precedes cooling in known cycles and you heard the science of it today. We told you that you didn’t create the current change, and now you’ve heard the science telling you the same thing [referring to the presentation by scientist Gregg Braden earlier in the day]. The study of the science behind all this is simply the study of systems from the creative source [God].

The cycles have been created for a reason, and the reasoning behind the cyclical energies of this planet, of your life, of the biology and the economics, is all there as part of a renewable group of systems of planetary life and health. These are cycles you can measure and predict, so you can see them and be comfortable with the changes. You can realize it and say, “Here it comes again”, and then you can prepare, or do with it what you wish. Then the changes are not a shock, not a surprise, and we’ve told you that.

But in this case, here you sit in an energy that is new, where you’ve never experienced it before, ever. The civilization that you call Earth is poised on the brink of choice, but it isn’t one that is happening instantly. Parts of your societies have been working with it for 50 years. The dispensations of energy shift and cycles occupy decades of time. They are not a “flash in the pan”, as you say, and many of you have been involved in that which we would call planetary spirituality awakening for a very long time. It’s like a pre-cursor to the major event. It was a potential even 50 years ago, and now it has manifest.

God is inside! You are God and part of the system. We have told you this beautiful information from the beginning. Isn’t it wonderful to know that you do not have some entity in the sky that is going to judge you? Instead, life is part of a love scenario that you have set up and created for yourselves. The system is benevolent and will continue to be, but there’s something happening. You see, as the energy starts to shift on the planet that lets you become more aware of these things which have been taught this weekend, communications from the other side of the veil also starts to shift in its methodology.

Consciousness Starts to Grow Up

This morning in a short channelling.* We gave the example of parenting methods with an eight year old, as opposed to a 19 year old. This was done so you would realize that just as your consciousness shifts from child to young adult, it has the same potentials with general Human nature. Messages from the creative source to humanity, mainly through old souls, start to look different and feel different and be more advanced. That’s frightening to some, since it represents change.

An Example and Review

Some time ago, we gave you advice about communications with Spirit. We told you that Humans and Spirit [God] communicate using different time paradigms. The perception of timing between us is not the same. There’s no time in a quantum state. It’s hard for you to imagine, but time belongs to you. It’s not our reality. Our time is in a circle. If you want a hint of this in your world, take a look at the quantum energies that are being discovered regarding time, and you will see that a three-dimensional outlook is very rigid, boxed and segmented. But as soon as you get out of three dimensions, you don’t go to four, five, six or seven. You go to all! After 4D, physics becomes multidimensional. It can’t be numbered as five, six or seven, because then you would still be counting in a linear system. You’d still be in three [3D]. Yes, it’s confusing and that’s why in 3D you still number them, even though there is no such thing as “the fifth dimension”. But it helps you, because of your perception of time and steps.

Messages From Spirit

However, if you understand this, then you realize why you must think differently when some of you get messages from Spirit that tell you that you belong in another city [as an example]. So move there, and things will happen for you. But many of you jump up, sell everything and move – then nothing happens! This is a review, and we’ve told this to you many, many times. My partner teaches this and the phrase he uses is this one: “Who told you to do it now?” Spirit will reveal things that are potentials for you long before they actuate in your 3D. These messages are guidance for you for the future. Feel the timing and be wise. Move when you feel that it’s correct to move. Now, this is free will, but with a little push. It wouldn’t be free will if Spirit said get up and move! So when you get these messages, be circumspect and understand that you have been given a beautiful, beautiful message that represents potentially more for you in another place. Then understand and look around and feel the timing. Use that which is your intuitive power and the tools that you are discovering to know when to go.

That was a review of things we have said in the past, but there’s more, dear ones. There’s a lot more, because things are starting to shift and change and because Human Beings think a certain way and react a certain way, and you need to know about what is different in this energy.

When you learned to read, you had reading primer. Some of you remember this book, and as the neurons connected and came together in your body and the language became yours, you recognized the letters and the words and you started to read. The primer was the tool that was used and for your consciousness, within your society, it worked. Now I want to ask you something: Where is that primer today? Are you carrying it with you? And the answer is no, of course not. This is because everything it contained got absorbed into that which you call your intellect, and into that which is your cellular knowledge and structure. Now you simply read.

Visions, Messages and Esoteric Gifts

I want you to start applying this to the way Spirit works with you. How would we show an unbeliever something that is beyond what they expected? Normally, it’s with visions or dreams. Then the person has free will to look at it or not. It sparks interest.

Let’s say you have a dream, or a very, very powerful feeling about something. In this dream, you are shown something new and the neurons start connecting and you start understanding that there is more to life than you had been taught. You realize you are actually having valid visions! Slowly you realize that these things are being shown to you to help you. You think it’s a gift and you celebrate it. “Isn’t God great? Look, I’ve got messages coming to me on a regular basis.” Then, suddenly, it stops.

When an esoteric gift leaves, what do Humans normally do? They usually go into a dark room and say, “Dear God, what did I do wrong? It stopped.” The first impression is that the Human failed! Did you ever think that perhaps it might be the other way around? Over time, and many visions and dreams, there has been a connection made that’s permanent. You don’t need the visions anymore because now they’re intuitive and inside you. Now you’re going to walk the planet having the knowledge that used to come to you with the primer – the vision! What about that? You graduated. So for those of you who wonder if you lost it, consider this: What if you graduated instead?

You see, it’s not what you think. Some of the emotions and early feelings that brought you here, which you loved, have changed now that you’re walking with Spirit differently. It’s inside you! You know the truth, and you don’t need those simplistic things anymore to take you to a place of euphoria or mature peace. You don’t need the simplistic crutch anymore to get intuitive thoughts. Instead, you’re asked to generate them on your own. The same feeling and emotions you had in the dream are being taken care of within you. You can do this yourself. You’re on your own, because you are a piece of the creative source that is graduating into a higher consciousness. Could I make it any clearer? That’s just one thing.

It Doesn’t All Happen at Once

There are other things we’ve never spoken of. You make an assumption that things are linear and singular, since that is how things are around you. We have spoken about being an awakened soul. Dear ones, understand that there’s more than what you’ve been told about things beyond your reality. When you make a connection to your spiritual core, it is very personal. You are a piece of the creative source and you become alert and awakened to other potentials and the incredible love of a personal God. You realize you are part of everything.

The weekend that you have just passed through contained profound teaching about cycles [speaking to the attendees, who experienced the teachings of the scientist Gregg Braden], If you paid attention, you saw that the many cycles of life are unique to the paradigm of what you were looking at. There are Earth cycles, personal spiritual cycles, weather cycles, economic cycles and even a personal cycle for your life based on experiences you have had. Yet somehow, some way, there’s the idea that if you awaken to Spirit, everything is going to come together at once. Dear ones, it doesn’t work that way. Opening to esoteric energies requires practice and time for wisdom to develop.

Many awakened souls are troubled. “Dear Spirit, I’ve discovered you! I know you’re there and I can feel the love! I’m awake, I’m awake, I’m awake! God is great, and I’m living my truth. Thank you for giving me such peace about myself and my life. But why are these things happening in my body? Why can’t I shake this habit? Why can’t I get the job you said I could? I believe in you.” Then comes the Human bias: Once again you go into a dark room when nobody is looking and say, “What did I do wrong?”

How much patience do you have with this process, dear ones? All things happen as they should within the cycles that you set up through your very awakening. It’s a beautiful design, the right time at the right place, and if you have some things too soon or too late, the system wouldn’t work. Did you know that you’re actually in control of this, and that the more you understand about these waves and cycles and the timing of them in your situation, the more you can relax and say, “Thank you. I know it’s coming”?

There are those in the room who have been waiting for the healing they have asked for. We know who you are. Do you know it’s coming and it’s going to come appropriately when the time is right? Today there are eight people in this room who need to drop a habit in order to live longer. You know who I’m talking to. Perhaps you have said, “Well, I’ve tried and it doesn’t work.” Maybe there’s special timing connected with it. Have you looked at this? Have you listened today? Have you looked at the cycles of your life and realized there are times where it’s more appropriate for you to change or where it might be easier to make a change? Do you understand why there’s energy in astronomy and numerology? It’s because these things around you are part of you and help with your timing and the cycles.

Years ago, we told you that the magnetic grid of Earth is part of your consciousness. Your science has shown you that it reacts to your consciousness and you are affected by it. The magnetic grid of the sun is part of all of this [the heliosphere of the sun], since it affects the grid, too. That means that the solar system is connected to you and your consciousness. No wonder astrology works. Have you thought about it? There are cycles for you to look at! Have you really looked into these kinds of things so you can understand that there might be a more appropriate time that’s better for you to heal?

Patience with the Cycles

Some of you have been trying to get ahead for so long and trying to get out of the non-abundance cycle. Did you notice that it’s hard to actually move forward in this? One thing happens and voids another. So you worry about it and it then becomes part of a fear scenario. What makes this worse is the fact that you haven’t understood that it comes in waves, so again you are frustrated. The fear creates a disconnection with Spirit, and it’s difficult for you.

Dear ones, not everything comes together right away. One of the things that you have to understand it that an awakening happens first. This creates a spiritual path for you that will mature with time. The maturity then creates a connection that allows you to see things that are happening and to see them in your future. It allows wisdom to move forward correctly. You assume things along the way, then realize that Spirit may have something better! One thing leads to another, and over time you graduate into something where things start falling into place. Then it begins, and you find yourself at the right time at the right place, crawling out of those habits that you had, or the abundance issues that you had.

Some of you have said in retrospect, “Well, it took long enough!” However, you are not realizing that it was perfectly timed. Did you think it was punishment, waiting so long? Did you think you were not worthy? If so, you have absorbed the linear teaching of other spiritual systems around the planet that tell you basically you are worthless in front of God – born dirty. Are you in this box?

How many of you have given up? “Well, I got part of this right, but I don’t know about the other part. It’s not happening.” Perhaps you are not understanding that it’s still coming and still in your future? When is “too long” to wait? What are you doing during the waiting? Are you tapping your toe and saying, “Any time now, Spirit.” Is there an irritation? Maybe there’s even anger at not understanding why it’s taking so long.

Let me give you a hint and a secret: Many of you are blocking the creation of what you’re asking for with your impatience, fear and even your anger at God. You’re blocking the creation of it. [Gasp!] The timing may have come and gone! Oh, don’t worry, there’ll be another cycle. So, are you going to tap your toe through that cycle as well? It’s time for the affirmations. With maturity and grace, see it as accomplished in your mind, in your future, and celebrate being abundant and healthy. See yourself having the situations that you have asked for because, dear ones, we want you to stay here.

You are a creator of reality, but you can’t do it with 3D paradigms. You can’t do it like you were raised thinking you could. You can’t do it with discipline and punishment and all the things that you were taught are God’s ways. It doesn’t work that way. Does this surprise you? Dear ones, this is more complex than you think and yet it’s so simple. As you awaken and discover compassion and love for yourself, you can then generate it for others. I’ve said it before. You’ve got to love yourself first! That is where the compassion starts to be generated, which is so pure. It’s what you saw in the masters. That’s why people will then be attracted to you. Balance and wisdom show. You radiate this. This is how you change the planet. It’s compassion and it changes the environment around you.

New Energy, New Tools, New Power

Things are changing. There was a time where we told you that you could talk to your innate [talking to you cells] and do it silently. We told you to do it once or twice, and innate would hear it. Those were the old days, because suddenly speaking out loud holds master energy! It’s your own voice, spoken into the atmosphere around you, coming back into your ears with your own consciousness, hearing yourself saying something that has more power than it ever has in the history of the planet! With the energy shift, with the magnetic shift, with all the things we’ve talked about, a new paradigm is here that gives you so much more power with your own body.

Speak your truth out loud and affirm things that you believe are within your potential. They become reality, and the more you affirm them to yourself, the more real they will become. Did you know that you have the power to adjust your own cycle? Repeat your affirmations every day. I dare you! [Laughter] Because you’re going to feel it happening, and you’re going to know I’m right. It’s like exercising energy. The more you hear it, the more you say it, the more the neurons will come together and create it. Do you understand this? You cognize things and they become you. It’s a circle – you with you – and it’s never been more powerful. This is different. This is different from when I talked to you when I came in 1987, different even from 10 years ago. You’ve earned it.

Dear ones, we’re giving you this information not because you’re doing anything wrong, but because we want to advance this new energy, which is so available for you right now. I want you to leave this place differently than you came.

And so it is.


Secrets of a Forgotten Keeper

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Photo: Boyet Mijares (left) and his father Primitivo Mijares. Screenshot from the documentary ‘Batas Militar’

Secrets are really meant to be found–a reason why it is often difficult to keep one or many just to yourself. Every man needs to be able to vent out his guilt (or sadistic joy, depending on who’s talking) over his deepest and most vile secrets to a confidant. Even the cold and calculating dictator Ferdinand Marcos needed such a friend whom he could pour his heart and soul into. And that person was Primitivo Mijares.

Mijares was Marcos’s right-hand aide. He was a journalist but he was working closely with Marcos. He was pretty much his executive assistant, ready to answer to the President’s needs as soon as he was summoned. As a columnist for the Manila Chronicle, he had some influence in the and was the regime’s media relations go-to-guy.

In 1975, Mijares defected…

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