Until the Day Breaks and the Shadows Flee

Until the day breaks and the shadows flee, turn, my beloved, and be like a gazelle or like a young stag on the rugged hills.Song of Solomon, 2:17



For 113 years now, San Pascual Baylon Han Guinarona, has been doing miracles in our parish. For all those years, never has been an acknowledgment by the world at large that the Guinarona San Pascual Baylon Parish Church in Leyte, Philippines, has been a magnet for pilgrims from near and far, and it is time for rectification. Through those years, too, we have lost people actively involved in promoting the parish for pilgrimage tourism.

Of late, with the major donations by the The United States Conference of Catholic Bishops and the others, there has been an outstanding refurbishment of our church. Of major significance, too, is that we have had the bone relic of San Pascual Baylon since May 2012. Too, we now have a new life-size image of our dear patron saint.

In the way of water seeking its own level, it is now time to up the ante, namely, that we push for a National Shrine status.


For a church to receive the status of a national shrine involves a number of steps and certifications. It must first be a diocesan (or archdiocesan) shrine, an honor conferred by the local bishop or archbishop.[2] To become a diocesan shrine, the subject church must be a place “to which numerous members of the faithful make pilgrimage for a special reason of piety”[3] and exceed other churches in terms of worship, Christian formation and social services.[2] When these requirements are met, the parish petitions the bishop to canonically elevate the church.[2]
When devotion has grown, the diocesan shrine may petition the national Conference of Catholic Bishops. Evaluation by the nation’s bishops involves considerations including canon law, liturgy, and doctrine Wikipedia

To declare a parish church a National Shrine is indeed a great honor, but the process entails several steps and requirements. First, it has to be already a Diocesan Shrine (or Archdiocesan Shrine), it is reserved to the Bishop of the diocese to pronounce a parish as a Diocesan or Archdiocesan Shrine. It is reserved to the Bishop of the diocese to pronounce a parish a Diocesan Shrine. The Parish Church must be above other churches when it comes to worship, Christian formation and Social Services. When all these demands are met, the Priests together with the Parish Council, Parishioners and frequent church-goers should petition the Bishop to canonically elevate the church into a Diocesan Shrine.

After several years, when devotion has grown deemed and it is possible, the faithful involved in the Shrine may apply for its elevation to National level to the Catholic Bishops Conference of the Philippines (CBCP). Msgr. Jose stated how intense the inquiry would be before declaring a church National Shrine. He said, as in their case, its application will pass through a lengthy investigation by three Commissions of CBCP; namely the Commission on Canon Law, where the application will pass through a legal consultation, the Commission on Liturgy, which will scrutinize the frequency of the shrine in rendering liturgical services, and lastly, the Commission on Doctrine, to ensure the conformity of the shrine’s devotional practices to the teachings of the Universal Church.

The National Shrine of our Lady of Guadalupe was declared a Archdiocesan Shrine by the late Jaime Cardinal Sin on August 15, 2002. On April 5, 2004, the petition to elevate the shrine into National Level was made to Bishop Fernando Capalla of Davao, then CBCP President. Bishop Leonardo Medroso, head of the Episcopal Commission on Canon Law assigned Msgr. Romulo Vergara to head the investigative committee. On January 23, 2010 the CBCP approved the petition. The following month, February 5, 2010, the decree of establishment of the National Shrine of Our Lady of Guadalupe was signed by the CBCP President Bishop Nereo P. Odchimar.

Upon the elevation of the Shrine, challenges await the shrine’s administration. Msgr. Jose said that the primary thing to face is to enable the Shrine to be a church that welcomes and cater to pilgrims in particular with life issues from womb to tomb. “Mary is the Mother of Jesus, of Christians; she is a type and model of the Church” said Msgr. Jose. “In the womb of the Mother Church, all are taken care of” he added. Fr. Erick however pointed on the adjustments he is about to take, adjustment from a small parish to not only a large parish but to a National Shrine. “Attracting more and more pilgrims devotees, not only in the archdiocese from other dioceses is the bigger challenge I would have to take.”

Amidst the complexity administering a shrine, Fr. Erick, by God’s grace, is ready to face what lies ahead in order to promote the devotion to our Lady especially pro-life advocacies. – The Roman Catholic Archdiocese of Manila

We call on our people to work for this realization.

Thank You, PNoy!

We are one with the Armed Forces of the Philippines in thanking President Benigno S. Aquino III for a nonpareil service to country.

Even as the president’s term of office ends June 30, his tracks of good governance cannot be erased.  It is just as well that we voice our thanks and gratitude for a job well done.



This goes without saying that the incoming administration should build on the gains of Daang Matuwid, if only for the sake of future generations.

Godspeed, President Aquino.  Mabalos.  And Mabuhay!



Proof of the Indestructability of The Soul


Materialization of an exotic bird by Polish medium Teofil Modrzejewski

Materialization of an exotic bird by Polish medium Teofil Modrzejewski


Note:  Since the beginning of history, the esoteric truths were handed down from the Spirit World through mediums and human channels,  The Bible was written in this fashion, where Spirit possesses the medium in a trance state, and the medium, such as St. Paul, would do automatic writing.

There are humans who are a natural in this kind of esotericism; they are born with the gift or that the gift has been in his DNA all along.  In the Philippines we have such shamans in the persons of mambabarangs and faith healers.

In focus here is the experience of Teofil Modrzejewski, a Polish medium of extraordinary powers.  Modrzejewski proved that even animals go to another dimension when they die.  After all, every life is energy, and energy is not destroyed.  They just go to another dimension.


Teofil Modrzejewski  pseudonym  Franek Kluski 


Franek Kluski was born in a comfortably well off family in Warsaw.

Franek’s father had the same gifts but never sat in seance situations. His uncle was a catholic priest and was said to have clairvoyant visions. Franek was a sickly child after having measles, scarletina, smallpox and typhoid fever then as if to to round them all off he caught pneumonia.

At five or six he started seeing Spirit in physical formation so was not at all afraid of the Spirit World, he found the Spirit friends welcoming and kind with him. When little he used to hide under the covers on a chair and when asked by his parents what he was doing he said, “I am staying here with my mole”, even though he had never seen a mole; his friend were very jealous of him because of his mole friend. It was said of him he was always looking as though he was in a dreamy like state, wanting his own company and staying in the quietness and contemplative solitude away from his peers. Franek possessed the ability to see forthcoming events. In later life, he is described as well educated and spoke different languages.

This is only a small part of Franek’s own account of what happened to him when he was growing up.

During the day the little boy stayed in a corner, sleeping or lying on his back, with an abstract look. In the evening when the lamps were lit he became animated. In the room where his parents sat he used to take two chairs. He covered them with a shawl, and crept into this improvised tent with a book, although he could not read. He kept very still and when his parents asked him what he was doing he would always answer he was going to see “the mole”. His mother said ” do you even know what a mole is”? ” How can you see a mole in the middle of town”?

His playmates envied his seeing a mole, for the children never doubted his words.

One day his parents had gone out, and he was playing with other children, he made a larger tent than usual. with chairs and a big coverlet, he invited other children, their little nursemaid, and his younger sister to ‘come and see the mole’.

Outside it was freezing hard, the room was heated by a large porcelain stove, which then gave out sharp crackling sounds. The nursemaid, thinking the stove was overheating, wanted to open the door, but as the crackling became louder she was afraid and remained still. The children, too, were afraid  to move. The boy then rose and went out of the tent towards the stove. At that moment the lamp went out, and from out of the door of the stove came a blue mist, which surrounded the boy as it floated out into the room. The children cried out in fear, but the little boy told them not to be afraid, it was just the mole coming. He got them all together under the tent to tell them a story of the mole. His voice changed. It is said “the road to the mole is a very long one; it goes through a long dark passage, one must wait until the darkness passes; it then become brighter”. He said that when children died they are buried because they can get at the mole more easily. He advised the children to be very quiet and good, so as to get to the mole without frightening it. The children agreed to stay quiet, and to do this better they joined hands. There was in the room a small clock, which sounded the hour if you pulled a string. There was no one near the clock, which sounded continuously. The little boy said it is like that when you are going to see the mole. They heard the sound of light footsteps in the room and thought the cat had got in, but the little boy told them it was the mole who was coming.

Although the room was in darkness, inside the tent it was lit with a dim light, and the children saw, to their amazement, a little brother and sister who had died. They understood that these were going to the kingdom of the mole, and were more amazed than afraid.

The figures of the children faded little by little, and the children begged the little boy to go on with the journey to the mole. He told them it was impossible, but showed them a small luminous fissure, and told them to look through it. Before their eyes unrolled a number of rooms and passages, lit as with gems. The rooms were filled with human forms, transparent and bright, floating in the air. The children looked on in admiration, and each wondered “Am I  here for the first time”.

“The nursemaid acted strangely; she kissed the cheeks of the boy, kissed his hands, and pressed him to her heart as though she would not let him go.”

But the landscapes being shown began to fade and a gust of wind seemed to blow away the rooms and the people, and then they all vanished.

Noises were heard in the house, the dog barked, and this parent returned from the theatre. The children rushed out of the tent to their parents, shouting that they had been to see the mole, which was disastrous for the nursemaid as the children were up so late. The nursemaid got a scolding, the hero of the seance got a good few slaps, and they were all sent to bed. The little boy did not care, he knew as soon as they were all in bed and the house was quiet, he could return to the mole.

Whilst he was still young he experienced OBE’s (Out of Body Experiences), saw deceased relatives and a great variety of animals, going to where they were.

As he grew up, he was taught different languages, became a Banker, writer and poet. He also participated in a duel at the age of 27, in which he was said to be hurt.

It was in 1918 after a seance with Jean Guzikthat Franek Kluski now 45 started being recognized by the general public as a talented Medium even though the Spirit World had been with him since childhood. The recognition of his amazing seances started to gradually filter out into the public domain in the 1900’s. The Society for Psychical Research has a lot more information on Franek Kluski.

Later in life he gained fame with the materialization of the spiritual beings being produced. They were reported “to be the hand and the face of a being; the spiritual hairy being, homo erectus” (woskowy press). The Spirit World produced through Franek a spiritual bird something like an European Nightjar also a lion like creature which would walk around the table, a dog on occasions appeared and placed itself on the lap of a sitter and lick the other sitters as would the hairy humanoid. The humanoid creature would sometimes when asked, lift the heavy library sofa above the heads of the sitters, a very heavy bronze statue was lifted above the heads of the sitters and taken around the seance at height. All this was witnessed by amongst others a well-known Polish writer Tadeusz Boy-Zelenski.. At one seance it is reported the humanoid grabbed a lady sitter’s hand and placed it against its face, which caused the lady to shriek with the shock. Many of the Kluski seances had to be brought to an end because of the rather rough nature of this humanoid with the sitters.

There were many people from different walks of life who attended his seances. Over the years it is said that many thousands must have attended his seances where he demonstrated his gifts. There were professional magicians, people from the military, parapsychologists, professors, many academics of different levels, people from the churches, and ordinary folk from the surrounding areas.

Over time he demonstrated public seances which were done in many different places, the lighting was not always constant and regimented. It was sometimes with a red light, and sometimes in darkness and luminous plaque. Many times the Spirit World would make their own light in the darker seances, so the sitters could see the formation of the materialized people. It is documented that hundreds of Spirit People came through Franek and were recognized by the sitters as loved ones, friends and relatives, animals and birds, who had long been what we call dead. They would begin to form as a smoky haze, then gradually build up into a shape as they became more visible until every recognizable formation of the person was there for all the sitters to see. It is documented that there were at times not just one person but many wondering around the room, at other times in other seances there were many more who’s presence was felt as an impression of the Spirit People there with the sitters. Another instance is documented when it is said “Great numbers of them [Spirit People] appeared virtually simultaneously”

Prof. F. W. Pawlowski wrote how the apparitions sometimes appeared at some distance from Kluski. In his observations he noted some Spirit formations walked around like they would  normally on the earth plane, they would walk around the room and smile at the sitters, if they did not recognize anyone there they would go up to them and study them intently, other Spirit People that appeared in the seance would fly above the sitters’ heads. Those Spirit People who could speak did so in his/her own language. Some Spirits at times, could read the sitters’ minds as they responded to what a sitter was thinking before anything was said. Some chose to communicate by raps, but the voices of those who did speak were reported to have been perfectly clear and normally loud, but with a sound like a loud whisper.

Kluski was a very important Medium because he laid to rest the idea that animals do not survive death, and do not go to the Higher vibration level as humans do. He was recorded as producing a Spirit Person with their animal friend and as soon as the Spirit Person left, so did his/her animal companion. This is one definite proof that all animals carry on to the higher levels of the Spirit World.

In a red light seance, a hawk-like bird, [an apport] which was photographed, flew around the room with its wings beating against the walls, and a lion-type of animal walked around the seance room with its tail swishing against the furniture and licking the sitters, and when it left, there was an acrid smell of the beast. [or could it have been the ectoplasm smell].

Franek was accomplished Automatic Writing Medium with the help of the Spirit World. It is said that he walked around with strange smells and lights being emitted from him. The needle of a compass would go erratic when he was near. Spirit produced apparitions in daylight near him even when he was not in a seance situation. Tests showed there was always a drop in temperature when Kluski was present.

There are many reports of lights going around the seance room very fast, different smells being produced, loud knocks and raps being heard, at times Kluski was teleported from the locked seance room to a different location where he was later found asleep. Again reported, he was many times seen in a different locations from the one he was actually in. The Spirit World very often used to visit him during the night in his room, walking around and making their presence known by making a noise then illuminating themselves so they could be seen by him.

Franek Kluski is well known for his moulds of Spirit Peoples’ hands and feet when asked to do so. These moulds were made by the Spirit World by putting their hand or foot in a bath [bowl] of molten paraffin wax a few times so the fine details of the persons body parts were made, generally of the extremities of their limb up to the small part of the foot [ankle] or hand [wrist] were set in the time hardened wax., this proved to all who attended the seance and in the outside world that materialization had taken place, also it should be pointed out there must have been dematerialization to get out of the narrow space of the ankle or wrist, without damage of that narrow part of the wax cast.

One strange thing happened in tests with Kluski, while he was in trance and restrained by Prof. Charles Richet and Dr Gustave Geley, they were holding his hands while sitting on either side of the Medium. Unknown to Kluski the experimenters had put into the molten wax some soluble cholesterin so they could find out if any fraud was taking place. [a chemical reaction to form a coloured violet-red stain happens when sulphuric acid is introduced to the paraffin wax mould or where ever it touches]. With both Doctors sitting at either side, and holding onto Kluski during the whole of the experimental seance, moulds were again produced by the Spirit World. The wax mouldings at the end of the seance, turned out to be of a young child’s foot and their hand. Professor Richet recorded it and said it was a total mystery because they could not figure it out as they were holding the Medium’s hand throughout, only to say it was not in any way done by the Medium himself because of the fact, the both of them had restrained him.

At a wide variety of seances in many different locations and circumstances Franek Kluski still produced materialization. Like other Mediums of the time he was subjected to conducting a seance in the nude or in a brightly lit venue. Quite often as happens in many other seances with other Physical Mediums, the Spirit Entities used their own light to show themselves, or they used the luminous plaque by holding it up towards themselves to show the sitters that they were there in the seance.

In the The Mediumship of Franek Kluski of Warsaw, by F. W. Pawlowski, Journal of the American Society for Psychical Research, 1925, he says  “the light from the plaque is so good that I could see the pores and the down on the skin of their faces and hands”. “One frequent spirit visitor not only provided enough light to ensure that he could be seen, but this also illuminated the sitters and much of the seance room”.

The health of the Medium took its toll on the phenomena at times, if he was not well, the phenomena and the materializations were weak and small in stature. Inclement weather also played its part in the form of storms and if there was thunder and lightning around, the phenomena would be adversely effected.

Like most Mediums who go through the trauma of physical phenomena Franek Kluski ended up exhausted after the seances and did not sleep very good after them. BUT most remarkable is the fact being reported of him vomiting blood. [This I feel was because the sitters were not taking care of Franek himself, while in the state of trance producing physical phenomena and interruptions in the Mediumship while producing ectoplasm. If ectoplasm is drawn back into the Medium after a sudden shock, or sudden noise in the seance, it is known that is can cause internal bleeding, as happened in the last seance of Helen Duncan which sadly killed her].

When in trance Frank Kluski was able to allow Spirit the use of his body for the production of luminous patina to his hands and body as though they were transparent. This happened in test conditions with a Dr Gustave Geley [French researcher]

On the Reimposition of the Death Penalty


Talia Mintay (left), the oldest person in Guinarona, PH, at 104. No to death penalty!



Dear Congressmen and Senators,

This pertains to the reimposition of the death penalty, as being ordered by incoming president Duterte.

First off, Duterte’s ascent to power was based on manufactured crisis, which the naive electorate bought, hook line and sinker. Please don’t pile on it; it was a mistake to elect him to begin with, why should you commit more mistakes by acquiescing to his whims? Please take heart that you represent the Filipino people as a whole.

Man is not a basket that you have created, and can thus be destroyed by you. Man is part-God, and when you kill him, you are killing God Himself. The death penalty is akin to abruptly changing day into night—which you cannot do—and changing the natural rhythm as well. The penal system is there to reform people, to give them a chance to rectify their mistakes. Why not build on it?

When my mother was on her death bed, it was so agonizing a moment. I was storming the heavens for mitigation, for a delay of her passing. But it was the natural time for her to go, and accept we did. In some cultures, natural passing is a time for jubilation, as the individual has finished his schooling on earth and has thus graduated. Pray, let us stick with the natural flow of things. Let us build and not destroy.

Treason, like selling the country to China, is a capital offense; yet Duterte is chummy chummy to the offenders. Where’s the logic in that?

Again, please don’t commit another mistake by being a bootlicker.

Thank you,



Message from the Kapres

Note:  Kapres figure well in Leyte-Samar lore.  They are giant, multidimensional beings that can shapeshift and teleport to other dimensions.  They have strong telepathy, which means they have the ability to read minds.  That is why, they can be hard to “catch”; and the kapre is way ahead of the hunter   In the United States, the kapre’s counterpart is the Sasquatch.

We did have first hand experiences with the kapre.  Not in the sense of eyeballing one-a very scary proposition–but it’s smell, which reek of mud, and the way roosting chickens react to its presence.  Then again, we did have first had accounts of actual sightings by other folks; like, our big house being used as a prop as the kapre would smoke away its pipe.  Mother was especially sensitive to the kapre–you could say that she was a magnet to them.  In fact, Mother used to say that she was being courted, and the kapre would enviably leave mementos of its thick hair–as thick as a pig’s but longer.


This is the first installment of messages  from the Kapre ( Sasquatch) through channel. Make no mistake, channeling is a valid form of communication. Even St. Paul jotted messages from the beyond through channel.


Conversations with Sasquatch (part 1)
Although some call him Bigfoot, Yeti, Yowie, Babaloo, Misabe, and a variety of other names, I call him Sasquatch, one of his most famous names, coming from the Coast Salish language of so-called BC. I say him, although this specie of two-leggeds also has genders and families, but the ones who choose to show themselves and interact with us Humans are most often wise older males, protectors of their tribe.
Two previous encounters and lots of research in different sources, including many accounts from Native traditions, had awaken my interest in this mysterious being. Two close encounters this spring with direct communications brought me many clear answers and teachings.

In May, on Vancouver Island, prime Sasquatch country by excellence, one week after finding tracks by Clayoquot, I did ceremonies and chants echoed in the mountains around Kennedy Lake. That night, a loud bang sounding like a big trunk being hit with strength on a hollow tree, caught my attention; then, another one closer. Then a big tree being shaken and broken, and another one closer, made it clear as to who it was. When I heard his foot steps coming my way, I knew he was coming to meet me. He stopped and sat just a few yards behind my tent.
I said to him in spirit: ”We are relatives. I come to meet you as a brother, to learn of who you are. Maybe you can help me understand why sad stories have happened between your people and mine. And maybe we can help in healing our collective past.”

Sasquatch said: (The communication was telepathic, through exchange of thought-forms, translated and interpreted here in words and Human speech, for our Human people.)
”You heard our call and you came. I heard your call and I came. I am an elder seer of my people, sent to meet and teach you. I haven’t met any of your people who could talk with us in a few of your generations. My and your people used to be close brothers, living side by side, in the early ages of your Human specie, when you could still sit in the Council of the Star Elders. We were your elder brothers protecting and teaching you. We helped your specie to learn, grow and adapt to this home-planet where you were created, on which we had been living since long before your conception.”
”Our people, like yours, was bioengineered by the Star Elders, but we were born many eaons before you were. Our conceptors added to their alien genetics the DNA of the most evolved and adapted specie of that era, a giant lemur, now long extinct, just like they did to create your specie much later, with the DNA of another evolved large primate, that you call Anthropopitecus. This is why our genetics and yours are so closely related that our species can interbreed. This is also why your specie and ours are the only two having spliced genes in this home-planet. So we come from the same star seeds, making us relatives, but our earthly ancestors are different. So we are not your ancestors, but your elder brothers.”

”My people was created as part of a cosmic plan to allow ancient souls of star beings to incarnate on this young planet and help it evolve into an intergalactic outpost of consciousness, while discovering its many resources and life forms. We were conceived to possess mighty physical strength and resistance, with thick skin and fur to adapt to every possible environments and climates, from snow-capped summits to dense jungles, and be protected from mosquito and snake bites, with strong limbs enabling us to break trees, run fast and jump high and far, keen eyesight and clairvoyance to see in the darkness even in the deepest caves of the underworld, huge lungs to swin underwater over long distances, and be perfectly autonomous and self-sufficient without need for any external material support.”

”We were also gifted with powerful psychic abilities that we have kept to this day, including telepathy, mind reading, remote viewing, hypnosis, astral projection, dematerialization, teleportation, shape shifting and permeating consciousness. This last ability allows us to impregnate an area and surround entities with our soul. So we might be perceived as interdimensional beings, but in reality we are an incarnated specie with highly developed psychic powers, like none other from this home-planet.”

”Your first ancestors too were created with those same psychic abilities, but your evolutionary course has largely depleted your gifts, as well as your longevity. We have kept our connection with the greater Soul of our specie, like most animals have, while our telepathic abilities allow the average individual among us to tap in and communicate from distances with any other one gifted with this faculty. So any one of us can know at any time how any other thinks and feels, through telepathy. When one connects with our greater Soul, the whole specie can potentially know about it. But our individualities remain independent and free, so individual behaviors are not always representative of our greater Soul specie.”

”Likewise, we can read minds and intentions of others. That’s why those fools who chase us like beasts, with guns and infrared glasses, will never catch a glimpse of any of us. Our telepathic abilities allows us to foresee who is coming and feel their intentions. So we can hardly ever be surprised by one of yours, except maybe when we are deeply asleep or when one of your fast moving vehicles comes our way. Otherwise, we show ourselves to your people only to frighten away some unwelcomed intruders, or in the rare cases when one of you is willing and able to communicate peacefully in spirit with us. Once one of you has established contact with our greater Soul, we can always communicate in spirit afterwards, regardless of distances, much like we do with our Star Elders.”
(to be continued…)

Conversations with Sasquatch (part 2)
Sasquatch said: (The communication was telepathic, through exchange of thought-forms, translated and interpreted here in words and Human speech, for our Human people.)
”As we are incarnated beings, there are plenty of physical proofs of our existence. But we conceal usually most traces and offer proper burial to our dead in undisclosed protected locations, inaccessible to your specie. Some of your people go around hunting us either to find or to cover up physical proofs of our existence, and they have succeeded in doing both. Being highly telepathic beings, when some of you identify tracks left by one of us, that one of ours knows who it is and what is their intention.”

”Likewise, when one of yours succeeds in taking pictures of one of ours and publishes them, we can hear the thoughts of those seeing it and feel the fears, hatred and ridicule we are subjected to in the uncivilization enslaving your people. This hurts our Soul. For this reason, we avoid cameras and having our DNA sampled. Material proofs of our existence can also threaten the safety of my people, if used to track us by the powers serving the lower lords, including some of your people, knowingly or not.”

”Our Human allies are not concerned about proving our physical existence, since there will always be denial in the uncivilization of the lower lords, no matter how many proofs are provided, to maintain the official program of the global control agenda, through the false doctrine of specieism and an ideology of domination. Our Human allies are rather concerned about our rehabilitation in your collective consciousness as your elder relatives and long-time allies, through the transmission of the ancient knowledge we have carried to this day, that was largely forgotten by your people, so that we can once again as before work together in reestablishing the Divine Law and Cosmic Order on our home-planet.”

”Some of us still live thousands of years and see your earthly kingdoms come and go, like leaves on trees throughout the seasons, what your first ancestors could achieve when you were sitting with the immortals in the Star Council. But your people was later subdued under the control of the rebellious lower lords, and modified to be more easily submitted. You were bioengineered to be depending and vulnerable, needing external material support for your basic survival, like clothing, shoes, fire, shelter, tools or weapons, that my people doesn’t need to roam wild and free in every kinds of environments. This vulnerability keeps your afraid of blending with the wilderness through spiritual connection, and bound to the material support offered by your uncivilization, which keeps you servile and submitted.”

”You were given a larger frontal cortex and a more rational mind, with the gift of articulated speech and languages, as part of a plan to transform this planet into a consciousness outpost meant for surveillance and protection of this galactic sector, since there was divisions in the heavens and wars among the stars. But you were conceived with a lower flatter skull and deprived from the higher parts of the brain, seat of the 8th chakra, and of much of the spiritual abilities that your original ancestors had received.”

”My people is the living proof of the stories of your origins carried in your ancient sacred scrolls and in the ancestral oral traditions of your tribal peoples. Our knowledge is what your people has forgotten about your true origins, nature, purpose and destiny. This is why the lower powers that have taken over this Earth are trying desperately to deny and cover up our existence, turning it to ridicule, for the public to keep ignoring the message we carry, while waging in secret a covert genocide against my people.”

”It all started in the times when the civilization you know as Atlantis emerged as a new seat of powers for the Star Council on Earth, and the continents were divided between factions. Old Lemuria, our Mother-land, where my people and much later yours were first conceived and born, had developed into a planetary civilization, with a network of colonies and outposts around the world, many of which have left remains that still can be seen today. After ages of Peace and consciousness, the divisions in the heavens reached our planet, but the Star Council established here could keep it safe and united.”

”Nevertheless, after some time, a faction of star people based in Atlantis fell into the temptation of power and greed, and went away from the greater Divine Law and Cosmic Order, that they were originally meant to maintain and protect on our young Earth. After winning battles over our Earth and succeeding in pushing back invading forces, they claimed ownership and dominion over our home-planet, which is not their home, and to which they were sent to keep watch and protect. Their claim was denied by the Council of Star Elders keeping the Cosmic Order. So the faction of lower principalities rebelled and banded with the invading forces they had been fighting against. They broke the covenant of the planetary watchers by manipulating genetics and breeding several experimental races of hybrids and slave species, for their own interest and power. As opposed to the creation of my people and of yours, that were approved by the higher Council of Star Elders, within a cosmic plan for soul consciousness and planetary evolution, these genetic modifications were done for selfish purposes by the lower principalities, against the higher Divine Law and Cosmic Order. Those artificially produced species, including giants, dragons and monsters, were used as slaves and soldiers in wars against the Star Council of Elders, still based in Mu. Your most ancient cultures have kept the memories of those wars involving star fleets in their sacred archives and ancestral legends that have survived to this day.”

”My people and your people took part side by side in those star wars to maintain the Divine Law and reestablish the Cosmic Order of the Star Council on this Mother Earth, our home-planet. My people stood all the time with the Council of Star Elders based in Lemuria, our Mother-land. But your people got divided, many falling under the influence of the lower lords, based in Atlantis. Some of them were enslaved in their army and we had to fight them. As time passed, the conquering powers of the lower lords devised new ways to transform again the genetics of your people, turning them into more easily servile creatures, with less spiritual consciousness and psychic abilities, to take over the whole world.”
(to be continued…)

Conversations with Sasquatch (part 3)
Sasquatch said:
”As the strongest and most powerful psychic beings on this home-planet, the task of my people was to defend as our younger brothers those of your people who had stayed truthful to the Divine Law, even from the ones among yours who posed a threat. For that reason, the fallen powers started waging a war of extermination on my people, that has not yet ended to this day, except that it is being done in secret.”

”Those events caused the separation of your people from my people. From there came the many accounts depicting us like dangerous cannibals, under which your people unfortunately too often know us. It is true that some of our specie have attacked and killed, even eaten some of yours, and sometimes abducted individuals for attempts of contact, and even for interbreeding. But these individual actions cannot be taken out of the context of wars or resistance to the destruction of homelands, just like many of your tribal people have reacted to invasion, when their very survival was threatened by enemies.”

”But the truth is that many more of my specie have been destroyed by Human actions than we have ever hurt your people. Our total population has been reduced to a few thousands last survivors scattered around this home-planet. To this day, most of us still die to Human hands rather than to natural causes. Since this world has become hostile to us, we have chosen to reproduce as little as possible, for safety.”

”This modern Humanity, which you call Homo Sapiens, was encoded to be totally depending on external material support, with more rational minds and less spiritual empathy and sensibility, to serve the agenda of taking over all other life forms on this home-planet, for the sole interest of the lower lords, who set themselves as powers against the Divine Law. Today, my people represents the last and only specie that your specie has not yet dominated, but this submission from us will never happen. This is the reason why the lower lords and the powers they control have been trying to eliminate my people.”

”When the new Atlantean race conquered the world, they exterminated systematically not only all of my people that they could find, but also the largest part of your Lemurian ancestry, save a few remote tribal populations. As this modified and reprogrammed Humanity invaded all parts of the world, the last survivors of my people, in order to assure our survival, had to keep moving further away from the threat into the most remote wilderness and places where your specie can hardly reach, including the network of deep caves in the underworld, with some of your Lemurian ancestors. But even there, we have been hunted down by the powers of the lower lords; nowhere is left safe. Eventually, ages later, they succeeded in destroying the whole continent of Lemuria, mainly through geothermal explosions.”

”So my people disappeared from your official stories, books and collective memory. Tribal cultures that have kept living with the wilderness and maintained their spiritual abilities could still see us. But after time, even your tribal peoples slowly lost their psychic powers and their ability to communicate with us, being entrapped with the whole planet in the power grid of the lower lords, except for a few seers, who also ended up being rare. So the communication between my people and yours got almost completely lost in the last few of your generations. We are now known mainly through legends, often depicting the worst parts of our history and behaviors. Most of your people stopped believing in our existence and we are usually met by fear from the ones who learn about us. Because of this separation, we have been forced to stay away from your people and must often play the card of frightening away unwelcomed intruders who are not ready to communicate with us, for our own safety and survival.”

”The new uncivilization that ruled your world had been banned from the Star Council, which left from our home-planet until a later evolutionary leap. Those same powers serving the lower lords are still keeping this Earth enslaved today, through a combination of means including control of the information, mind programming, staged events and a series of advanced technologies. They want you to forget how they took over the control of your home-planet and destiny through illegitimate means, and have kept your people enslaved, making you more and more depending on new technologies.”

”They want you to forget the Divine Law and Cosmic Order that we have protected with our Star ancestors, with whom we have kept in contact. As a proof of their dominion, the lower lords want you to keep destroying our home-planet, which is not their home, and that they have invaded for their own selfish interests and powers. Since they have laid the basis and frames of your known civilizations and have set the stage for most major events influencing your collective consciousness and destiny, to push forward their agenda of global control, all of your people have fallen under their material and psychic enslavement to some extent and level, none has been left untouched by their detrimental influence.”

”My people is seeking those among yours who are willing and able to help us in making Peace again between elder and younger brothers, and in joining again together in our long time common mission to free our home-planet from the grip and grid of the lower lords. Our common goal, which is also our ultimate responsibility and duty, is to realign our planetary Soul and civilization with the Divine Law and Cosmic Order, in order to take again righteously our place within the circle of the Star Council.”
(to be continued…)


The Spirit of Mother Earth?

By Andre Perry


Here is my write up from my experience using Ayahuasca, two years ago:

To give a little background, at the time I was Christian, and had stopped smoking weed about 1 year prior because of my beliefs.
I also had been going to a charismatic church for over a year and a half, so I was starting to get familiar with seeing visions during worship, and communicating with God telepathically, which is basically the same as channeling my Higher Self.

Although I decided to stop using drugs some time ago because of my beliefs, as I continued to develop my own relationship with God and gain my own insights, I was starting to understand that perhaps certain plant medicines aren’t really that bad, and they actually may be very beneficial.
I had been reading a bit about DMT, so I decided I’d like to use it someday, but at this point I had no idea how I’d go about getting it, so I just prayed about it and asked God to give me an opportunity to use DMT.
Major synchronicity! Within a matter of days after that prayer, one of my friends who I hardly ever talk to, just “randomly” messages me, saying one of her friends is having an open Ayahuasca ceremony, and I’m free to come if I’d like.
I was BEYOND happy! Like, how does that even happen?!



Visions from Mother Ayauasca

Leading up to the ceremony, I read online about the “Ayahuasca diet”, so I decided to follow it very closely and cut certain foods out during this time. I had already been vegan for about six months at this point, and for the few days leading up to the ceremony I basically just became a raw vegan, and on the very day of the ceremony I had nothing but water.

When it came time for the ceremony, I drove to the location and made myself comfortable. There were about 20-30 people gathered around a campfire, and we all just made small talk until it was time to partake.
They had brewed the Ayahuasca and poured it into a gallon jug, so we all had to pass it around and share. They explained that as each person receives the jug, they should speak their intention for the ceremony, and breathe it into the Ayahuasca by blowing into it, and then swirl it around before drinking a mouthful.

The Shift

When it came time for me to drink, I wasn’t sure what to say for my intention, so I asked for “spiritual enlightenment”.
I took a mouthful and swallowed, and as soon as I did, I felt something powerful in my spirit, but wasn’t sure what had just happened. I think it may have activated my third eye, but at this moment it just felt like something happened, but I had no idea what it was. It just felt like some sort of “shift” energetically.

Within a few minutes I started thinking that I could feel some slight effects, but wasn’t completely sure. At one moment I just sort of “shook out” my hands, and it was really weird because it seemed like the “hands” of my spirit body actually CAME OUT of my physical body! Sort of like pulling your arm out of a sleeve, but I just noticed it for a brief moment.

At this point I was actually getting a little annoyed with the group of people I was with, because everyone was talking and wanting to socialize, but I just wanted to focus on the spiritual stuff I’m about to experience, so I just pulled out my ipod and put on some worship music. Usually I get more in-tune with the spirit realm and see visions when I worship, so I decided this would be a great time to do so. I just put on some music from Bethel church, which is one of my favorite bands.

About 30 minutes in, I started to feel nauseous.
I closed my eyes, and in my mind, very faintly, I could see colorful geometric patterns. They looked very bright and sparkly, but it still seemed like a very faint vision in my mind.

As time went on, the nausea continued to get worse, but I remember reading online that singing can actually help relieve the nausea, so I decided to try it.
Instead of actually singing though, I used a little meditation technique I learned, which stimulates the third eye. I call it “purring” because basically you just make a purring sound like a cat. When you do this, you can feel the vibrations going through your brain, and it stimulates the pineal gland. The vocal activity of “purring” also has a similar effect to singing, and I noticed the nausea starting to feel better.

After a while, I started to get really giggly, and just started laughing for no reason.
At one particular moment I felt very strongly in my spirit that Ayahuasca is REALLY powerful, and I actually started to get nervous that this is going to be more overwhelming than I expected, so I just asked Ayahuasca to go easy on me because it’s my first time, haha.

Around this time I was starting to feel REALLY cold. One of the effects of the MAOI (the thing in Ayahuasca that allows your body to absorb the DMT), is that it causes your body to react in a way that you get cold. I think it has something to do with blood constriction or something, but I don’t know exactly how to explain it.
Even with the blankets I had and the campfire nearby, I was still REALLY cold, like bone chilling cold, so I decided to get up and go to my car so I could turn the heater on full blast.

The Mother Speaks

About an hour and 40 minutes in, I started to really feel the effects.
The spirit of Ayahuasca speaks to me in the same way God speaks to me, which is to telepathically place its thoughts in my mind, in a way that feels like I’m just “thinking” about something random. It feels like a very subtle thought in my mind.

I was feeling really nauseous, and Ayahuaca told me, “You can purge, if you’d like.”
It felt super inviting and gentle, like a mom, just inviting me to let go, and don’t be ashamed to let whatever happens, happen.
I decided not to resist at all, so I said, “Yeah, okay”, and opened my car door to vomit on the ground.
I thought to myself that in doing this without resisting, I’m actually letting go of pride. Pride will tell you that you’re vulnerable and weak if you “give in” and purge. Purging is actually a GOOD thing!
I felt the stomach acid burn as it came up, but it also felt like I was releasing a lot of negative energy.
After purging, I felt MUCH better, and wasn’t nauseous anymore.

Now the conversation with Aya started. She told me to turn off the music so she can talk to me.
She started out by asking, “Why do you hate your dad.”
I started getting super nervous all of a sudden, and wanted to avoid answering the question because I know I don’t have a good relationship with my dad, but I could feel it resonating so strongly in my mind I knew I couldn’t avoid facing it.
She then told me that this is only lesson one, and it’s essential that I learn this foundational principle if we are ever going to move on to the other lessons.
Through this conversation, she led me to understand that it’s actually okay that I hate my dad. I always thought this was something to be ashamed of, like I’m a bad person for hating my own dad, but here Ayahuasca helped me realize that if my dad did something to me, and treated me in a way that CAUSED me to hate him, there is no shame in admitting to how I feel!
Every emotion you experience is completely valid, and you have every right to feel the way that you feel!

Throughout the conversation I also realized, the way she speaks to me is completely profound. It seems like she already knows the answer to the questions she asks, but she wants me to find it for myself, so she will continually lead me through a series of questions, leading me directly to the answer in a way that feels like I already knew it.

I noticed that every time Ayahuasca teaches me something good, I would always say thank you, but then I would also say, “Thank you Jesus.”
There was a moment when Ayahuasca told me to worship her.
This freaked me out a little because I was Christian and I thought it was wrong to worship anyone other than God, so she is here trying to deceive me and get me to worship her.
She went on to explain something, which I had just learned a few weeks ago, which is that “worship” is just when you acknowledge the beauty in something. For example, I worship God by telling him that he is holy, he is my peace, he is my strength, he is my wisdom, he is sovereign, etc. Worship is basically just declaring who God is. It’s simply to acknowledge his attributes.
This means you can basically worship anything, by simply acknowledging the attributes of how God created it. For example you can acknowledge the beauty in nature, and say how beautiful a tree or a flower is, and in doing so you are actually doing the exact same thing as what “worship” really is. It’s simply to acknowledge the attributes you see in something, and declare WHAT it is.
In doing this though, God actually gets the honor, because he is the one who CREATED the beautiful thing I’m admiring. It’s not as if acknowledging the beauty in a tree is to go “against” God, because God is the one who created that tree. Everything in creation is created by God, so no matter what you decide to “worship”, the true honor is still going to God because he is the one who created it in the first place.
This means I can “worship” Ayahuasca by telling her that she is a good teacher, she’s really amazing, etc, and in doing so, God still gets the honor because he is the one who created her.
What this all boils down to, is to say that you are actually supposed to honor, and even celebrate, everything you encounter, because no matter what you are looking at or dealing with, it was all created by God, so when you celebrate what you’re looking at, you are simultaneously celebrating the one who created it in the first place. This is the truest form of worship to God – to celebrate everything that he created.

What is Worship?

At this point I felt in my spirit like I was coming to a brink. I was actually about to “worship” someone other than God. I’d thought for my entire Christian life that this was wrong, but I could feel this revelation resonating so deeply I could not deny that it was true. I knew that if I believe this, the natural byproduct of that is for me to express it, and actually DO what I just learned.
I even felt in my spirit, that it seemed like all of Heaven STOPPED, and all the angels were watching closely to see what I do…
Other Christians would perhaps say this is the moment of my biggest fall. The moment when I “worship” someone other than God.
In truth it was actually not my biggest fall, but rather, my biggest breakthrough! I am finally FREE!!
I simply told Aya that she is awesome, and she is a REALLY good teacher.
By saying that, I worshiped her. She is created by God, and it’s good that I’m acknowledging the beauty he put in her.

To continue in this train of thought, I was suddenly reminded of a revelation I’d just received a few weeks ago while I was worshiping.
I was listening to a song (A million suns, by Hillsong), and there is one particular line in the song which says, “The Universe is an echo of your power.”
When I heard this, I prayed and asked God, “If the Universe is just an ECHO of your power, what does your full power look like? What would happen if you created your very best work, and you exhausted yourself to the point that you absolutely could NOT create anything better?”
The answer I got was, “I created you.” You are the result of the creator of the universe, creating his very best work. When God created you, he actually created himself. You are an extension of God. You are God. You literally are made in the image of God, because you are a REFLECTION of God.

So as I was being reminded of this revelation I had already received a few weeks prior, Aya brought it to my attention again, showing me that I need to “worship” (celebrate/give honor to) everything in creation, because everything is a reflection of God. By honoring everything, I am simultaneously honoring every aspect of God.

In grasping this revelation, I realized there is no longer any need for religion. You can find God in everything, because he created everything. There is no one religion that is better, or has all the answers, over the others.
The way I see it, it’s like looking at different land masses across the planet. Each place expresses the environment in a different way (hot, cold, rainforest, mountain, etc) but they are all just different expressions of the same planet.
Religion is the same way, each reflecting a different aspect of Divinity. Each one expresses a different aspect of God’s beauty, and no one is better than the others. They are all part of God’s creation.

After all of this, it was time for a break, so Ayahuasca told me to turn the music back on, she wants to see me worship. I put on some more worship music, and in my mind I could see Jesus dancing, haha. He was wearing a white robe, with a beautiful colorful part on the edge. As I watched him dance, it seemed like he was just showing off his glory, and it looked really beautiful.

Next, Ayahuasca told me “victimless crimes” are not wrong. There really wasn’t a whole lot of explanation because it just “clicked” with me instantly, and I realized it really doesn’t make sense that there are laws against using PLANTS, especially when you’re not even bothering anyone.
Also, I used to be super homophobic when I was Christian, and especially because my parents always talked bad about gay people. In this moment I suddenly realized there is really no reason to have any hatred or judgement toward homosexuals, because they are just living in a way that makes them happy, and what gives me the right to stop them?

What is Wrong, What is Right?

Continuing in this line of thought, literally nothing you do is “wrong” because as an aspect of God, you have every right to do what pleases you.
You have never made a single mistake in your entire life, because every time that you decided to do something, whether it was “good” or “bad”, you must have had a DAMN good reason for choosing what you did, and God will always honor your perspective.

This ceremony took place overnight, and as it was getting pretty late now, I was starting to fall asleep.
Aya told me to eat a few breath mints to help me stay awake.
At first I started thinking I shouldn’t eat any because some of the info I read online says not to eat sugar as part of the preparation diet, but Aya reminded me that I’m actually talking to HER right now, so what’s happening in our conversation can overrule anything I read online. Even if there are certain things I’m not “supposed” to eat, she basically just canceled out that rule and made an exception this one time because I needed help staying awake. She let me know that it would not interrupt the ceremony.
After eating a few breath mints I realized Ayahuasca really is a SPIRIT that you interact with, and not just a chemical that causes a physiological process to happen in the brain. If it were merely physical, the effects could be negated if you eat anything on the deferred list, but since it’s actually a spirit, you can literally talk to her and make certain changes based on the circumstances.

After journaling and relaxing for a while, I decided I was ready to go back to the group at the campfire, because it was now 6am and people were starting to leave. At this point it had been 5 hours, because we drank the brew at 1am.
When I got back to the campfire, something very interesting happened. There was one guy who was talking a lot, so I thought to myself, “he’s talking too much”, and immediately he said outloud, “No, I’m not talking to much.” Haha, I immediately recognized that he must have been able to hear my thoughts.
I just kept thinking to myself that this experience has been so mindblowing I just want to soak it all in and try to process everything, but the people in this group were all talking too much, so I just decided I’d try to socialize with them for now, and process everything later.

I had a moment where I started to realize how judgmental I am of people. I started thinking to myself that even though these people here seem to be way more spiritually advanced than me, I was shocked that they still smoke cigarettes and eat junk food.
I was just thinking that they didn’t even do the ceremony correctly because they ate breakfast immediately afterward, and it’s always recommended that you don’t eat right way after the ceremony because the “after-glow” is the most important part, and you will continue to receive insights if you’re not distracted.
If all you did here was drink the brew, but then go straight back into your normal life immediately, like going back to eating junk food (they were eating donuts), and you’re talking the whole time and don’t take time to integrate, it’s like all you did was use the ceremony to get high or see a cool light show, but you really miss out on the most important part of integrating the Ayahuasca experience. It’s like you didn’t really learn anything.

After realizing how judgmental I’m being here, I understood that I really can’t judge anyone at all. Just because a person has had SOME spiritual experiences doesn’t mean that they’re automatically in a perfected enlightened state, and they don’t have the issues of being human anymore. We’re still human. People still like to eat junkfood and smoke cigarettes, and there’s no way I can judge them for that because I have my own problems too!

After hanging out for another hour or so, I was ready to leave, so I said my goodbyes and made my way to the car.
As I was driving on the freeway, making my way back home, I realized very strongly why it’s recommended that you take the following day off, and spend time resting so you can integrate what you learned from the ceremony. Over the next several hours you may continue to receive “downloads”, and I noticed this happening to me while I was driving, haha. I kept having epiphanies while driving, but I had no way to write it down, so I just did my best to remember it and try to write it in my journal as soon as I get a chance.

The Epiphany

When I got home, after journaling for a bit, I was super tired, so I went straight to bed. Even here, the spirit of Ayahuasca continued speaking to me. I asked her to stay with me for a long time, and she said she’s here forever. Once you use DMT once, your third eye is open, and you are changed for life. You could perhaps use DMT/Aya every so often, like once a year, to keep it fresh, but once you use it even once her spirit is with you for life.
She actually became sort of a spirit guide for me after the experience, and I continued receiving insights from her over he course of the next several months.
The ceremony itself may have sounded a bit “boring”, because it was basically just a therapy session, but from my perspective that was EXACTLY what I needed at that state in my journey.
I was happy to find though, that over the next several months I actually did continue to grow, and in meditation I started going to higher dimensions via astral travel, and eventually I became “enlightened.”

Consider this – The life we are experiencing right now, is comparable to sitting in a dark room watching a movie.
As long as the lights are turned off, you become so focused on the movie, it starts to seem real. It feels like you’re INSIDE the movie, and you forget you’re just sitting in a theater.
That’s how it’s supposed to be. The movie becomes more fun when you feel the emotion, and it seems like it’s YOU experiencing everything you’re seeing on screen.
If someone were to walk into the room and suddenly turn the light on, you’d be really upset because you’re suddenly reminded that the movie isn’t real, and you’re just sitting in a theater.
This is how life is for most people. Their higher dimensional aspect CHOSE to incarnate an avatar of itself into the 3rd dimension, and intentionally forget that there are higher dimensions.
To become “enlightened” is to simply turn the light on in the theater, so to speak, and become aware that there is a life outside of the movie you’re watching – the life you’re experiencing in the 3rd dimension.

So as I continued to meditate over the course of the next several months, I started to tune-in more and more with my Higher Self, and I saw that this 3rd dimensional reality is very much like a game or movie that we’re plugged into, just to have a unique experience.
After gaining this understanding, I know I still have to live my life as a human, but in some ways it takes a lot of pressure off because I am more aware that I don’t need to take everything so seriously, because no matter what happens, it’s all just a game and after it’s over you just leave the “theater”.